hello :D my name is peggy. peggy loves her chocolate, cadbury rittersport ferrero roche, and her friends, peggy is absolute fan of boys over flower, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. but now you do, so good for you yeah. peggy currently studies in anglican high school and is sec 2. peggy won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.
a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 4 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

haha i finally decide to blog again after a long while...i was too busy lazing around.well okay haha well yuupps alot of things happened within this short period. yes yes i've been having rpoblems but i've learnt one thing well 2 things. 1) don't assume people to understand wad you are trying to bring across. people view things differently as you never think that they do. 2) why bother about how many different others view you..just be contented and treausre and love wad you have around you and hold these dear to you. yupp so though i've ben worried and troubled but i can say i learnt and grew stronger. even though i've heard these daoli s for very much long now well not number 1 but number 2 but i've never seemed to apply it. everything seemed pretty smooth going for me. i was one of the lucky few to have been hidden from me for my childhood years. the time when you are growing. however it has also caused me to be stubborn obnoxious and well one may say bitchy. oh well it has been a smooth 12 years of my life the rest well i just hope their good ones.

ok well lets see haha yupp as i've mentioned chawit tangsucharitvichit is damn random he call me to tell me something tt doesn really concern me and said he told me cause he trusted me ..aw...ya right but well nice to now anyway. ok ya my uncles wedding was hell yeah good a time. i had fun! okay so you see my cousins and i had always wanted to take a cousin photo a one much like nowadays in sch you take batch photos and group photos well we wanted to take one with all our cousins together. but there have always been the case tt one or more ain't around so we couldn't.furthermore everyone was dressing up real nice. and haha some ppl think my cousins are good lokking. well ah i think ok la. haha ok so yep i shall post some others can be found on facebook ^-^(yay facebook!yay restaurant city! yay playfish!)

okay thn i was notified tt i was going for ideas-in-action for D&T held today at suntec city. okay so well very rush for us cause well yeah e only knew on monday and had very lil time to prepare. tuesday we had paper one omg i tell i'm so gonna flunk it la! morning we had english compo okay well news report we had to writ on english language week.so well i did but thn the starting was real funny so i re-wrote it. compo i did on what are some of the major problems teenagers are facing nowadays? so ya i was writing,writing thn ir ealsied tt i'm suppose to leave a line so i didn .thus i decided tor ewrite. 2nd re-written compo of the day. okay thn chinese, i'm so gonna flunk it this too!. sihan(letter writing) i wrote for damn long thn chinese compo bu ting xun so i also re wrote so i re-wrote like 3 times so shyttie.after compo paper we went to find mr tay for round one preparation of ideas-in-action.haha ok was quite boring cause there were sec1's and mr tay had to constantly go help out.so he was like running in and out. wednesdays wasn as much. mr tay bought pizza and Mc's for us to eat and yup we practiced and played poker and played with e crocodile and with ham and er!!!

today..well time seemed to pass real slowly. as in really slow. and we had 2 whole periods during homeEC to finish up our end-of-project group reflection. ahahas so yipps had loads a timeto complete it. so ya i went o talk to phyllis.but ended up talking to shunkai. and realised alot of stuff i didn noe.well mostly cause i've never found a itme to sit dwon and talk to him.well shunkai,aged 13++ ex- parkview basketballer (o.0 i was shocked too) considered as an above average in his cca. current anglican high National Cadet Corps. and he is an lil guy who is older thn me. pooee. haha and yup also many other things ^^ haha okay thn we rushed to find mr tay.(we were thinking oh paul must be sitting in the D&T room resting) so we rushed faster.when we got there noone was there yet sigh.rushed for no reason. ok thn we headed to suntec and mr tay bought starbucks for us.omg i juz realised starbucks so ex! (p/s i've never been to starbucks) one drink is like 5.50!!! oh well it was delicious and hongyu's drink was the prettiest rofl.ok thn paul and hongyu had to go in it was their turn.i was starting to get like super nervous.thn us i went in the judges were very nice though.but asked us alot of chim questions like is it going to flow by electric current or by sund waves.how are you going to connect the wires togther and other very very chim terms of technology tt i don't noe.i think pinhao and shenyong and carmen and vivian can answer these. bloodly chim la and i totally blanked i tell you i think like half the time i was contradicting myself i didn noe how to answer! omg i came out i almost wanted to cry thn ya paul and hongyu went in.desiree and phyllis came out. okay well i think they all did better thn me.i'm so sry cm i totally ruined it. i think paul and hogyu has the highest chance of getting the sponsor to create the product. haha well i took alot of pictures too!

finally anglican high's basketball match! whoo~ girls won 39-61 i think and well guys lost but it was an intense and thrilling battle.90-69 weiqiang was injured in the process and dunman's 14 and 7 very pro. 7 is a great 3-pointer while 14 is great and snatching the ball. but anglican was great too. their hardwork is prasiable! haha confirm can de! jyjy bu yao huixin

okay actually i didn want to post at all but well yeah alot of thoughts hav been rumaging through my mind. basically all was from comm election.till now the seniors questions still go through my head.wad they said what they asked and what where their reactions to both me and my batchmates.the sec3 and the sec4. well all i can say is tt comm election was harsh.hurtful disccouraging yes but well yeah that's all part of choosing the right ppl to be in CDs comm.before election i was very happy and excited they senior weren't tt hard on the sec3 maybe cause well yeah they are alrdy in comm and well i guess its juz confirming?? i dunno. well i think several batch mates did realwell like jieling, cuidan,yirou,elon,cheryl,eugene i think these are the few tt's gonna enter comm. til now i'm still in a sense toubled by what the seniors hav said. from ytd til i selpt to todday now. the remarks and questions they've posed. i don't think shld reveal but ya well was sad to hear but actually happy to know.comm elcetion was well dicouraging.i'm actually thankful that they told me such things and more grateful to cheryl fro being so frank with me. times change and i am no longer in primary school my attitude and personailty must change with time. well there were misunderstanding both on my and others part but i'm real glad tt some were cleared up. i'm thankful to my batch for being so frank with their feelings towards me. it was well emotional tt day for most of us.

like for cheryl : peggy i don't really like you i feel as if you don't give me any respect.it really hurts.i find your personality weird cause you're just too frank and don't consider others feelings in the process.[and something like tt]

well this caused me to pause and consider. sec sch and pri sch is diff the ways that worked in my primary sch cannot be applied here. my batch members also told me how they felt bout me.and well they aren't good.but at least they have the courage to tell me and i applaude them for that.for not many have at the least bit to tell me so. since i'll have to work with them for the remaining years in AHS i'm happy that the decide to clear things up with me.painful hurtful to hear yes but at least they decide to clear it up.

and well through this comm election, i understand more bout my btach and well things aren't always as they seem. and learnt that ppl tend to wear a mask before they approach you. a whole new side of CCa was seen ytd and it is a very scary side i may add.CCA well it will never be the same again.facing CCA mates will also not be alike

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looks like there has been a mistake in mr yeows morning announcement. it seems tt they have made a big wrong mistake. AHSCDS got only silver for SYF not gold. mr yeow apparently made a big mistake. we only got silver. we only got silver. we only got silver. we only got silver. i cannot take it i wanna break down. i think i'm gonna emo. how can he make such a big mistake. does he know how much emotional hurt it has caused all of us. sob.sobbing.sobbed.stopped.cry.crying.cried.stopped.weep.weeping.wept.stopped. i know its saddening but look on the bright side we got silver.its still a good grade ain't it? we shall learn from this and improve.

i just found out the chi bi zhi zhan grp from SJI got gold. and while we got silver. that chi bi zhi zhan the one which looked like lil kids play. though we only got silver i'm happy cause we did well and i think we did so much beetter thn SJI's chi bi zhi zhan



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i'm like so damn happy now! 2 years ago anglican high's own chinese drama society sent in KLZM and came back with a wow silver. this year anglican high's chinese drama society sent in EMO for SYF central judging. it came back with an amazing gold! and i am very happy for i was part of the process too! SYF like xiangying brings back alot of memories though the preparation for SYF wan't as long as xiangying and even though i didn feel as attached to SYF as i was for xiangying. However, being back on stage meant alot to me. To be on stage, to see the lights shining on the actors. It gives me a sense of accomplishment. though i didn perform as one of the actors on stage but just by being there, being part of the performance, it felt great too!
i can happily say SYF? AHSCDS we got gold...and i was part of it. thought it wasn't much

welll i know there was somth else tt happened to me todae but i can't rmb. i spent like the whole P.E lesson trying to rmb it but i can't so oh well. oh 2B played against 4K cap ball during P.E and we own out loud! WHOOOO~ go 2B. 2B棒 2B best. 2B beat you to your death..whoops haha.
okay well and ya lessons were boring as usual.but today we had our science Dynamics test. but yes i'm gonna so fail. the draw retangle thing i screw up le so bye bye 3 marks. thn part one got one question say mass 2kg, forward force 6N, acceleration 1m/s2. but everyone say it is constant speed not acceleration so ya tt one also die le lor. okay todae phyllis and i didn slack as much.reason being, well i don't like slacking during history, science had test, p.e well haha i did slack. mr lim asked us to run 8 rounds( down the stairs, past the stadium, run up the stair again) thus i went to look for my usual p.e slacking partner. candice. well strage cause candice is sports player and well i didn think she would slack during p.e but well she does. so others run 8/7 rounds, we only 5 rounds. whoops haha. thn carmen and i started naming ppl as pokemon.well she started it and i was bored so i just did it for most ppl. haha it started cause aunty andy was playing pokemon in class so carmen and i started talking bout pokemon and she said yeeling looks like wiggly tuff. haha so yeah carmen wanted to be quilava but well it just didn suit her so carmen is now smurgle the drawing/painting pokemon.phyllis is gardevior the physic pokemon. haha. okay well thn we had math so phyllis and i decided to be good girls so we did our work. ahhhh thn we had malay. for those tt don't noe my new malay tr is kinda fierce. but she was suppose to teach us the topic of hari raya. selemat haji and smth else. well so my curious and inquisite class started asking her questions about her religion.and well yeah her whole 45 min period was wasted like tt and well frankly speaking she didn even notice till the bell rang. and the more my class asked the further away were we form the topic of hari raya. we talked bout why cannot eat pork to why cannot wear nail polish and about praying. and to why when a female marries a guy from another religion the guy has to convert, to must a guy curcumsise when he marries a muslim female and yeah got abit horny. thn well haha lesson ended.

ahhhh thn we went for assembly. so well we were seating like this.. carmen thn yunjin me and denise thn meredith.behind were guangjun,shunkai,chawit(he was sitting behind me) zhenyu. so well the sch invited some senior parliment secrety guy called lim ser luck i think.( i think his surname is wrong) well and when he gave his speech well it had nothing to do with international friendship week, even though the assembly was about international friendship week. okay well so ppl were getting bored so well yeeling slept. denise was sleepy too. yunjin and i didn sleep. and the 4 guys behind fell asleep and well haha their posture was all the same.thn denise taught me a cool way to wear shoes yeah haha. okay thn the guys woke up and yeah thn we realised thn zhenyu legs are very long .whoops haha. okay thn for some reason chawit kept blowing at me. i ignored him. thn after assembly i asked him, won't you ever run out of breathe he said neah. haha okay. oh oh and yeah shunkai wanted to sit with zhenyu and chawit. the 3 of them recently became best friends cause they all play rubrics. so shunkai and zhenyu approached me to change seats with them. so well they kept pleading and pleading.and well let's just say their way of persuasion and reasons are very...errr unique. haha so well i asked zhenyu to give me 2 reasons why i shld change, 1) you'll be making someone very happy. [well okay tt's acceptable] and well he couldn't come up with no. 2. but finally i relented and agreed but mr seow came in so too bad boys. haha well yeah tt's all i guess.
replies to taggs
jermain: yo peggy, tagged [19 april]
oh hiie jermiane i shall tagg at yours soon
Yeeling: THINK PEG ; THINK PRES. Vote Peg for Pres, your hope for a breakthrough xD
A ; Peggy . B ; Peggy . C ; Peggy . D ; Peggy . E ; All of the above (: Yeeling's answer: (E)
PEGGY ~ you should stop going around asking whether i can be pres anot.
you know i cant. you know it. the sky would have fallen if i can even get into comm
so , tomorrow stop asking okay? [20 april]
well yeeling no stop it with tt slogan. and well i didn go around asking rdy did i?
ChERyl: hey peggy.i dont agree with you that our batch is seprated. i mean okay maybe at the first part of xy.but are you blaming xy for it?i think thats not reasonable.moreover,i think our batch now is much more BONDED than ever before.though elections are scary,i think its still part f cca-something you love(:okay....hmmmm...yupp.i just think that our batch is a lot more bonded lah.aiyo!xD [21 april]
okay cheryl well yes elections are bloody scary. and it isn really more BONDED when we spilt into diff teams, we got slighty worse.yes i know we all do love cca so we have to do our part to help keep this bond.
21 Apr Yeeling: in a way i agree with horny porny. I think our batch is getting better, in a way.
Cause we learned loads of xy
maybe some of us are still not intact with the batch, but we're getting better xD alot better than the starting of xy.
We'll put in alot more effort to show EVERYONE that our batch can be bonded (:
Jiayou for comm ; my dear friend xD
okay fine but yes we will all do smth to make our batch bond again

well its 2 days to comm election bout one week to paper one and i dunnno how many days to exam.and about 6 weeks to china immersion trip!!!!

17/4- QGY  CDs ppl queuein up for food

xinting trying her best to pop the sparkling juice[ it was damn nice to drink]

ACJC- outside the theatre!

ACJC-oka this is just plain right random

ACJC- randoming again

AHS-QGY- the teachers happily enjoying their meal

haha yay the sparkling juice and huijuan behind o.0 so unglam

haha agar agar

*.^ ecliar i want ecliar but i didn get to eat any...sad

20/4- haha hsinning's lion.

hsinning's lion again whoopps i guess not in order

my papa resting after eating all that food..[we went to sizzler]

my mother busy choosing what to eat

awww after a full meal daryl went to sleep

cute lion right?

top view!

the many faces of the lion

lion haha

lion haha

okay well my  mama's brithday was ytd. and haha i had fun even though it wasn't like any of the past years. well we had dinner twice and just cut a cake sang song and yep tt's all. very simple this year. but also a very filling one haha.

well this is for today...

ok well i dunno i'm kinda scared nowadays.no not because exams are drawing near.but because of this friday's comm voting. well my batch was told to think of a speech to give if we were thinking of joining comm. well ppl who know me. i don't go around no i won't go 大家好我是来自2B的郑珮琪， 我想在comm里当_____，我认为我有本事率领中文戏剧学会，能把它带好。不只会做好自己的本分，我也会做个好榜样给学弟学妹看。etc. well obviouslyi won't go like tt.  if you ask me wad post i wanna take up well i don't have any idea. i just want to do my best for this CCA in which i lov. and not just to get more CCa points or do tt job because i like it. i wanna play my part in this CCA too. i wanna help, even if i can't make it a better place i wanna to at least do my given job well. i may not know much but i can learn. however..i'm scared... i've heard many things from yeeling who hears it from her sources. form wad i know its a sec 3 senior. well i heard tt they chose ppl not based on their potential not based on they capability. but on things like their personality. and today i heard tt the first round of selection will be based on populartiy amongst the seniors. i think tt is just crap. i don't know bout many of you but i feel tt when you choose someone for commm...tt person must have the leadership skills and must be able to bring about the whole cca. one shouldn't choose based on looks..on popularity. yes it is important tt one is more favourable in front of the seniors but 实力 is much more important. choosing for comm isn some kind of 选美比赛 nor is it some 歌唱比赛 where you need to be likeable to be able to go far. when i heard tt i waas shocked...scared. i thought choosing someone for comm would be a fun thing and tt person tt has been choosen will be able to lead well. but from what i've heard this is just merely a competition on who is more likeable. i'm scared terrified even. of this whole other side of cca i've never seen before.  ain't cca suppose to be enjoyable? to be a time where you group together with other people whom share the same interest as you, to have fun, indulging yourself in something you love to do. yeeling has coem far herself. she joined cca at the beginning cause of peer pressure. she didn enjoy herself in CDS at all. but now being through it all she is loving more thn ever. enjoying every minute of it. so am i every day i'm pending, waiting for the time, for friday where i can enjoy cca. i'm also afraid. the batch is already so spilt up due to xiangying. as each of us were spilt into 3 diff groups...mo ju, moju daoju and KLZM. we spent a long time of 9 months with very little interaction with each other except for amongst ourselves in our own groups. i'm afriad tt my batch will spilt even more seeing tt people in comm will be further separated from the rest of us. the bond between my batch mates isn strong already.another few blows and we will all go our separaten ways. i don't wish of the arrival of tt day but what can a mere person like me do. if no one wants to help in this i'm at lost too. however, i do believe, i believe that there is still a glimmer of hope, a HOPE for better , that we will all become back to the way we were when we were all attending class together.....

well frankly speaking no one in my batch wants to be the vice-pres or well they don't seem to show any interest in becoming the vice-pres. maybe they are just paiseh who knows. anyways i'm afriad for well the seniors and teachers don't think that my batch has anyone with the least bit potential to lead well ain't tt"encouraging"?

okay well so today i went around asking people: if there was no one in my batch tt wants to be the vice-pres of CDS do you think yeeling can be?

well some people think so people like....

pinhao, who couldn decide kept saying i dunno maybe yes.no? well tat irritating cause i wanted a definite answer.

kenneth, ya sure why not?

chearmin, haha can ma why cannot?

and many others. i realised tt many peoples concern when approached and asked were. i dunno how yeeling is during cca. but there is also others who beg to differ.

carmen, no she wwill wreck CDS she cannot do it.

elwin, hmm let me think [pauses to think] NO

chawit, haha you're joking right? haha so funny. (i told him that i was serious) oh ..cannot la.

so well yeeling was happy tt people didn think she could do it. for she did not want to take up this responsibility herself. she didn think she could do it.  but well out of the many people that i asked... more thn 70% of people tt i asked thought she could do it. haha i'm gonna continue my research tmr bwahahaha.and yep i took alot of pics of hsinning's lil present its bloody cute

ok well actually there has been alot of things i wanna talk bout.well ok i didn blog cause i didn touch the com over the weekend..my family was celebrating my mama birthday over the weekend. ok well talk bout CCA first. friday was EMO's SYF so ya me and yeeling well we skipped sch the whole day. okay wasn't as fun as i thought it would be i was slacking in the tower hall for a very long while thn dingding came and asked if anyone wanted to0 play cards so yyay we did. haha thn EMO came and we did rehearsal.thn we left sch at 10.30.throughly boring thn we headed for ACJC! i was getting abit nervous as we waited outside the threatre.turns out that the people at ACJC wanted to have lunch so we all waited and waited til 12.10 when the people in charge came back.we were put into groups so AHDCDS was put into this group of with four others. first to go on was CAT high. i don't know if they did well but ya the ending was abit abrupt. next was AHSCDS!! whoooo~ i think we did a pretty darn good job haha. nx was VS okay i don't really get the show it sounded very china-ish.have the china accent there so was hard to understand. after which was SJI omg the actors were so cute la. they looked like small lil kids.they portrayed chibi zhizhan. yes you didn read wrongly, red cliff. ok but was more of like little kids playing la. have alot of english and immature stuff added in the play. lastly it was well i dunno wad sch it was but it was about tarot cards. anyways i had fun i felt alot like Xiangying when i was on stage. it felt great to relieve the xiangying moments...it felt real nice.

thn we headed back to sch to prepare for 庆功宴。yes sadly i only realised it was 庆功宴 2 days before and not 庆公演i kept thinking it was for celebrating our succesful public performance. anyways so there we sat..in the avt from 3-about 6 listening to our seniors feeling son xiangying. it was real touching to hear how they had feel towards the group they were in chrage of the hhardships and enjoyable times they had during this long journey. thn each group namely EMO, KLZM, MOJU, 我们就到这, were each given a bottle of sparkling juice to share. so yep we popped it yay!!! ok well my batch wanted to serve food but thn the sec 3's beat us to it so well yeah we were a bit sad. well thn we had like an hour of dinner before proceeding to watch the xiangying short video made by our dear huijuan. thn llb told us to go home. so well yeah we did. happy? NO! we didn want xiangying to end like this! xiangying had alrdy such a wonderful fullstop to it. however there came along this qgy. seniors say. fun during QGY have to be created yourself. you cannot just wish for it to happen. but the point is well my batch still isn really bonded and well it just isn fun like tt. yeeling me and jason headed back to sch. so did eugene but we didn relaly go there we just stayed at the MRT entrance. so well tt was how QGY was. i was dissappointed though i know tt i am at fault to for it being so unfun for me! so i cannot blame noone.

okay omg i'm like so freaking out right now!!!!! okay for those people in AHS who have had their SYF congrats on whatever you got. don't be sad there is still nx SYF! for those whoose SYF have not come yet.. JYJYJYJYJY~ okay let's review...AHS band---silver( about 80% of ppl participating got silver) yaya AHS band jyjy you did a great job don't be so disheartened. Dance---Bronze. cheer up dance. you tried your best. but i jus don understand why do you have to pay 31.70? smth like tt for the outfit. in which others wore before alrdy and you hav to return the costume so why are you paying? Choir- gold with honours! wow choir jyjy all the way!

tmr is CDS...i'm very scared right now. for is CDs doesn get at least a silver, we will lose our place in anglican rdy..anyways from missing last period to 10 to now skipping the whole day of sch...ain't SYF great?

random pics again

16/4-me and phyllis we look damn sleepy though

15/4-carmen!!!!!!

15/4-carmen and yeeling

15/4--haha lili

15/4 wenjing

okay well ytd we had rehearsal at ACJC(anglo-chinese) so well sch ends at 1.15 but aaron asked us to meet him at 1.20 changed into black shirt jeans and shoes.. it was very rush so we asked mr yeow to let me and yeeling off bit earlier he didn let. so after his lesson ended yeeling and i rushed to the toilet and changed in bout 3 min! yay~ ok thn when we reached outside the tower hall it was alrdy 1.22 yeeling and i were like oh no surely tio meh de. but thn only mingguan was there. and aaron was nowhere to be seen. aaron only came at like 1.27 and he wasn't changed so yeah we rushed for nothin.. thn we took the lorry there yay! whooooooosh~
haha ok well i did type alot more but the internet connection broke thus all my typed gone....lost forever! okay well i can't rmb what i typed anymore. ok well cm pwn sch todae lol. ok i also did but not sch..science remedail. okay i still feel damn guilty but even if i did go i would learn nothing. ms kor said last week " i don't know why are you'll here.if you don't want you can don't come next week."thus i didn go today and well yep i came home and now revising for thurs common test.alot leh..
nvm i typed alot just now but dunno why i click copy nothing was copied but anyways here are some random photos..
kudos to : people, both willing and unwilling parties
sony ericsson for creating such a great product(my phone!)
and lastly the guy tt created electricity, w/o electricity i woulnd't be able to blog now, w/o electricity i wouldn be able to use my phone much less say charge it

ok well today just to tell you what happened on friday... okay so my mama and brothers left for my grandma's house at around 9++ in the morning so i was left home alone. okay cca only started at 1 so there was still alot of time so i decided to play sims 2! okay and well my mama didn gimme money so i had maggi mee for lunch. haha i was bored so i created yeeling,phyllis,chearmin. and i was hmm might as well find partners for them thus i created haha sry...andy shunkai chawit. dun ask me why i just wanted random ppl in 2b. ok well it turns out tt these ppl's horoscoped matched well with another and they had great chemistry haha. the pairs are...yeeling and shunkai haha , phyllis and andy and chearmin and chawit[well chearmin's not from 2b but oh well] haha and ya the first pair tt wanted to and got engaged was yeeling and shunkai haha.they had a baby soon after..haha ook tt was just crap.but tt did happen in sims. okay well i went to sch and it was damn boring during cca. okay well we went back to sch during good friday holiday to prepare for SYF! E-M-O was sent in so yup i'm down for it pressing the smoke machine...again...

the smoke machine didn come until cca was about to end. we were suppose to have cca from 2-4 i came earlier to help mark tai[mark the size of the stage] and well the sm came at  3++++++ thn still had to wipe it dry..so ya lanlaoshi wanted a full rehearsal so she wanted to try with the sm. and omg haha cause it tio wet so had to wait til it dry when we tried. whoosh~ a big cloud of smoke overwhelmed all of us. and cuidan started dancing amongst it saying 对不起我的走了byebye. haha okay so everything was real nice. thn at round 4.05 my bro called asking where i was.i said i was still in sch and ya i had to leave for jurong soon. but i still waited til cca ended and i was really touched by llb's fierce yt effective scolding/reminder. saying tt when we started we were better thn EDC and yet now we are lagging behind. the willpower of EDC can be seen but what about CDS? CDS is not trying hard. we must all aim for gold and even if we get silver we will be satisfied for we know we tried our best. however if we only aim for silver, we will only work towards tt and usually end up with bronze. if CDS doesn buck up we will lose our place in this sch even more!

wow...okay thn well i walked down the hill with eugene, joel tan and yeeling. i actually brought the psp in case i was bored but well eugene and joel was there to talk to me. so i wasn so bored haha. joel left at the next stop and eugne left at aljunied so yup i was all alone again. i was standind for until bugis. thn i sat down and listened to music.. i eralised even though its 下班时间 the no. of ppl in the train decreased at city hall and raffles, i thought tt there would be more actually but i was wrong. so i started playing the psps at around red hill there. arrugghhh i was on tt stupid darn train for 50min... my backed ached and my legs were numba. okay so i alighted it was only bout 5.+ so i went to take 143 to my grandma's house at teban gardens frankly i was scared cause i have never gone to my grandmama's house along before. okay so i got there i thought my cousins would be there and we would have a whale of a time but no i was wrong when i arrived, they were gone. i had just missed them. they either went out to play or went home. okay thn adults were playing mahjhong i was watching tv and blabla thn when my mama said it was time to go home it was alrdy 11.35pm. yawn...

ok well i heard tt there were alot of laughs tt day haha. for those tt don't know, durin this time of the year in which we call qingming. we have to go pray to our ancestors. and when we go to the cemetry its rude of us to wlak on others grave/tombstones so we say ahgong zhiemeh.(i think tts hokkien) which means excuse me coming through  gonna pray to my ancestor.okay well my youngest brother didn know so my mom taught him tt. so when we were suppose to pray daryl stood before the grave for very long, my uncle asked: daryl what did you pray to the ancestors. he replied happily ahgong zhiemeh. everyone broke out laughing well tt was what i heard thn my maam shared tt when i was much much younger during chinese new year she brought my to pray to the buddha. so well she asked me to 跟佛拜年 so i did but when asked what i said, i replied tt i said 恭喜发财，身体健康. well my brothers laughed hard. so did i but what was i to do i was young thn and even so i can't rmb tt now. haha

ok haha let's see today is 9th april..tmr is 10th and tmr is good friday! haha and yup christians would have to go to their churches thus ppl have started asking me whether i'm free to go..ppl listed as in chronological order....

1. pinhao---haha he asked me like i think 2 days ago.okay dunno how we chatted but end up talking bout him being a christian and ya he asked me.haha thn today is class he asked evryone if they wanted to go and i think only zhenyu said he would....sad. ok well they are good friends and i guess zhenyu also at home nothin better to do so might as well XDDD ok i think some ppl in  our class can't read.jkjk he wrote tick if you're able to make it or smth like tt.and thn ppl started putting down reasons why they can't make it..weird ppl.furthermore alot of them put i not free on sunday..but he was asking about tmr(a friday)and yaya pinhao gave chocolates...from           CANDY EMPIRE

2.  my friend from outside..she just randomly asked hey tmr's good friday wanna come my church? haha i said no i wasn't free

3. Vivian---haha well she just called to ask me if i could make it from 9.30-12.30 thn l8r go eat at tampines safra's tt buffet thingy..haha i would really love to go but i can't

haha i think if i could go i would but sadly i can't.my family's buddhist and tmr is qingming which is a day where we will go visit our ancestors. and ya so buddhist don't go to church and listen bout god and tmr will be very boring cause...

1. i've to wake up at like 8++ cause my uncle's coming over to drive us to tt ulu place to pray to our ancestors..not tt i mind but..

2.i've cca at 1pm thus it means tt after we pray for a while at about 11++ i'll have to leave for sch.. cca will be like from 1-4pm. tmr's good friday, other cca's are ok since it is a holiday we shall not have cca. but CDS is since there is a holiday let's all come back for paixi..ya and tt's what makes CDS so 'special'. after 3 hrs of boring paixi..cuause well i've seen it loads a time and i'll be pressing the smoke machine which may be harmful to my body..aftern paixi i'll have to drag my tired heavy body to the MRT station and

3. take the train to jurong...more specifically teban gardens. for dinner at my grandparents place. and i have absolutely no idea how to get to. i know how to take MRT there but bus well i'm still not sure. i usually just need to sit in my papa's car and enjoy the trip there. i've never needed to go thre myself.i don't think there is anyway my mama would let me stay home alone while she's at teban..if i do saty at home i'll be home alone for around 5 hrs at least..plus i would have no dinner..i don't care about dinner i just think i fall asleep when i'm on the train 
+ no one is there to talk to me..maybe i'll get to play the psps..haha who knows...

4. most probably i'll need to wear sch uniform the whole time.or black shirt and jeans which is extremely hot. plus you pray to ancestors is not in an air-conditioned room, its in an open-aired humidm hot place and you still have to stand ovr a hot blazing fire to burn the papers

5.i'm extremely tired now and i needa CHOCOLATES!!!!!

i'd rather i just stay at home and slp...bleh!

only those tt hav guts dare to try this..if you are able to thn leave a tagg to pronounce your victory

ok well today was aunty andy's birthday!!!!!haha aunty andy is one year older, two times wiser, three times more hyper, four times more stressed and five times more cheerful! haha aunty andy happy birthday! though i know you only this year! i know i'll enjoy it alot more with you round. haha especially to teach me math and kinematics...;DDD thx aunty andy you've been great....

ok today sch was boring well ya to say..i don't think i actually listened to anything tt was said today for....english mrs koh just kept going on and on about how we are suppose to be organized....maths the similar and congruency thingy again...sian..haha phyllis took out papers..lil square,4 cm X 4 cm sqaure papers and we started folding em..haha i'm such a great person!she was folding them for her mama and i helped xD haha ok thn during third period english again..i did finish tt summary paper le so i started writing out the story of phyllis and why she has so many children...this is all thx to hannah walking home with me...haha hannah and i were bored so we started discussing why phyllis has so many kids...haha phyllis is gonna kill me on monday..she has read the paper..haha thn recess was hungry so i went to eat.thn homeEc was kinda boring least to say.chinese i'm so sry linlaoshi but i wasn't listening at all! ok well partly cause i can't see the screen properly from way back there in the class and also cause phyllis kept asking me to think of names for her future kids.ya we spent the whole 2 chinese period doing tt. phyllis and i also realise tt linlaoshi never goes past elwin's row. in short she doesn/cannot exactly see wad we are doing. so ya basically i was slacking today.plus plus i felt really tired so i slept...during mr seow's class...

haha ok in the morning pinhao wrote on the board asking ppl if they wanted to attend his church tmr for good friday service..haha he so cute...thn he gave the whole class chocolate eggs :]]]] his one was niceer thn the one the all saint's church gave ytd..his brother went all the way to changi airport terminal 3 just to but chocolate eggs.crazy but the chocolate are oh so good!!!!haha all i want for christmas is chocolates!!! ok not christmas...my birthday!

haha ok ytd ass was fun! we didn have our usual boring session.instead they got a guy called mr. kevin to come and lead praise/worship.anyways i tot he was good.he really knew how to motivate the crowd...but still the whole sch didn participate...maybe its because firstly some of them ain't christians secondly they are more conservative....

well nothin much now...only tt cm lost her hphone!!!!!!~~~~~again...ok ppl IF you have seen a Purple Cybershot 3.2 megapixel camera handphone with a camera-lens slide cover (K770i), with a white pouch with the words "ilovechocolates :D" and a handphone accessory.pls inform me immediately...it shld still be somewhere somewhat still in sch..cause we tried calling and calling it goes through as it it rings...but no one ans it. which is a good sign as if the hp runs out a batt thn it would be hard to get back liao. so if you've seen the phone pls tell me..its impt!!!!!

早知今日，何必当初

如果自己让自己受这么多苦。而我当初已经料到会有今天这样。。。

那为设么我还要给自己带来这么多的痛苦，让自己受苦呢？

我不是幼稚，我不是叛逆

我只是想帮你，可是。。。。

“当我放弃时什么我是，我成为什么我也许是”

对不起

haha it has been day 2 of my dangerous trail...climbing up the hill to anglican isn as easy as it seems/sounds.it takes emotional,physical,physcological calmness and preserverance to be able to accomplish this dire task.it has been tough yes it has been. after the hill has consumed all your energy, you rejoice.for awhile.only to realise tt there is still 5 lvls to climb up. i tell you i'm gonna break down. poor people i understand your pain...haha but my mama gonna fetch me tmr!!!!!no more hill....just ...steps... well i wish sch can hav lifts. bore bore sian sian.nope i don't think they'll give us tt.

ahaha okay today i brought fox sweets to sch.haha gave few to a few gooda friends.thn ppl came to noe thn my fox sweets were gone like tt.some took alot...some took one!haha thn i asked shunkai ealier on in the day if he wanted he said no.i asked zhenyu he said no too.thn chawit saw asked me so i gave him 1!thn shunkai and zhenyu saw thn wanted.kixcked up a big fuss tt i didn want to give him, tt i was baised. haha thn i was wondering who to give it to.cause jinghui cameby and took more.thn i had only one left. i was wondering thn chawit came by and took it from my hand.thn zhenyu was making some joke out of it forgot wad anyways. but i got it back from chawit Ha-Ha and ya zhenyu took it.so i owe shunkai a fox tmr..sry shunkai..well one box of delightful fox...gone like tt!

ok anyways today during CD lesson our class was late again.so we had to stay back afterwards until 1.30.sian okay thn anyways linlaoshi was damn pissed and caught 3 ppl talking. one of which was cherie a.k.a chawit girlfriend(haha this just kiddin de) so everyone in class was o.o chawit chawit.he seemed concern and yet showed no signs of care for this matter at all..

ok well enough bout tt hmm haha thn remedial was crappy. i can't believe ms kor actually said if you'll don't want to come you can don't come for remedial..i was like wad?

ok thn after remedial hannah went to tam with me and yeeling.we went to library well mostly cause i wanted to return book.haha thn we left hannah on her own to take bus 19 home! i wen to  some place with yeeling to have lunch and saw jiahao there.haha.we waved at each other thn i wasasking him why was he here.he asked me same thing too...anyways haha he still don't believe i moved here. ahaha

ok actually this was suppose to be a short post.a very short one...in short my fox sweets are gone!!!! haha just a few short quotes...

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

The Death's Field is the mirror which allows us the knowledge of the world we living in.

 Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.

Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, hey girl, magenta! and she's like, oh, you mean purple! and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, no - I want magenta!

haha i know i just blogged but well i'm online and here's what yeeling and i said

YEEling ! (: says: oh HEYOOO i'm running a mild fever D;
me says: omg you okay? seriously seriously ok not?
me said (9:08 PM): hiie
me said (9:09 PM): yeeling Tan you better ans me now? okay not? you don'tle to me don't lie ans me la!!!!!!!!
YEEling ! (: said (9:09 PM): abit not feeling well D; stupid cold water Dx
me said (9:09 PM): oh gosh thn its my fault ahhh
me said (9:10 PM): hmmm i know i bring panadol tmr just in case you faint or smth
YEEling ! (: said (9:10 PM): it is
YEEling ! (: said (9:10 PM): its the cold tempting water xD heh thanks ! x
me said (9:10 PM): stupidme had to pull you for food with me
YEEling ! (: said (9:11 PM): xD it was fun. serious ~~
me says: no fun but at the extent of making yourself ill???
YEEling ! (: says: its okay. its just a nice nice 37.9 fever
me says: no its not!
YEEling ! (: says: nothing much
me says: tt'shigh rdy lor
YEEling ! (: says: lalalal xD
me says: high*
YEEling ! (: says: nope its not. :XX my mummy says it'll be okay tomorrow trust me xD OH HEY, it went down to 37.8 already. SEE? xD
me said (9:13 PM): .1 dgree i'm not somekid you can trick kay? i'm older thn you!fever don'tgo down tt easily
anways so now i'm feeling da,mn bad bout this cause i pulled yeeling to go eat ith us...she's fallen ill...fever....ahhh!!!stupid me..i feel so guilty nw...



well i haven been blogging much lately due to not having time left after school. okay let's see well lot of things have happened. well to start off i've been notified tt i'll be part of SYF! haha CDS's SYF will be on 17 april! haha which is also the same day as CDs's Qing Gong Yan.for those tt dunno wad the hell tt is well QingGongYan is well in english celebration of XiangYing or wad we know as CDS's public performance. okay well so things hav run like this..i was in EMO thn was transferred to moju to be their daoju zhuzhang. thn now end up i'm in EMO again...and yes well i'm pressing the smokemachine again...cough cough* bad smelly smoke...(its plastic)
hmmm.today well we moved places, chawit moved to my place. and i saw zhenyu smiling
i asked: zhenyu you happy right?
zy: no la i enjoy you being here buthard to say la my good friend here
me: ya haha i dun even talk to you
so yup i moved away from _____. i'm gone but i loved my place though, so windy...^^
ok thn i moved to yeeling's place.yeeling moved to phyllis,phyllis moved to chawit. thn sincere and weitai swopped.so thn lili said shecan't see with me in front of her. i was like you sure? lili is like 167 and im only 159...but ya i changed with her so now i'm at the back of the class...need to change my spcs liao....
ok thn well alot of oter things happened but i can't really rmb...i have STM.. ok anyways abc stry has finally come to an end. wads the resultyou just have to think of it yourself. oh ya last fri.. cca day. other thn EMO yanyuan (actors) all were to go up to com lab to watch footage of xiangying. yay! but thn had problems so we couldn watch thn everyone turn on the computer and started playing games..haha thn i watched mingyuan play geo challenge he damn pro la.he got high score easily like it was nothin. the score was 20,000 over thn he said not high enough le.WTH la so high la! okay anyways today EMO had paixi. thn was real boring cause the daoju i was suppose to move not here....the smoke machine ahhh...the excitement....anyways i don't feel the love in EMO. the EMO ppl wanted to play games and aaron just told us to hav a break he never asked if we wanted o join.made us feel so solo-ed out. no love in moju we would also b asked if we wanted to join in!>...<
haha thn we took pictures! we went to 18 chefs.well after i moved to tampines did i thn start missing simei.well as the saying goes.you don't miss/treasure anything until you have lost it.
haha well i've finally finished the 2 NLB books i've borrowed,one is The Malice Box the other is Air. well i prefer malice box better but you'll hav to read it to kn it.haha malics box is a great book.! g read it ;DDDDwell ok i bought foxes!!! haha!!! beware ppl !!! the candyman is here! haha here are pics..random ones...some taken during today at 18 chefs, some in class :]]]]

haha i got his from jason; daniel posing for jason

i got his from jason; yiliang and joel yeo haha