Tuesday, August 4, 2009
4 august
2.4 km run was ok i guess.
haha ok well started out really boring
thn the guys ran first
and even before the girls started running weiqiang finished alrdy
sigh*
ok my placing up-ed this year
but i'm not sure abt the timing
last yr got i think 84 this yr got 78
or 'mat like tt
i didn't stop this year
well not as much anyways
omg really thank you those people who cheered for me it really helped :D
ok thn sec 1 guys ran from my cca, glen thn bunneh thn i didn see le
sec 1 girls were, lidong thn eitehr qingling or huyu thn also i cannot rmb le
haha i didn see grace running though
ok as heard sec 2 guys,
joel chong came in 20 Congrats joel ;D
chawit came in 21, awww too bad chawit ha ha
weitai came in either 43 or 44
(he said he could have run faster but he was with his friend)
eugene tang came in 96
(it ain't bad their 96 is like our girls 50)
ahh ok i frogot what pinhao got again, sry
thn as told by joel, jiahao came in 100+
shocked and amazed i thought he run very fast de
oh and enoch got 3rd ZOMG
sec 2 girls well kendra came in thrid CONGRATS kendra
thn the rest of you good job XD
after that, we wanted to watched teachers pick rubbish but agreed tt we were all too hungry
so we went to Mc's
and started reminiscine(still dunno how to spell) abt last year's 2.4
haha hilarious
oh by this time i was with vivian1 and vivian2 haha i dunno who is 1 and 2
just both great vivians
and jermaine
haha XD
we took away at Mc's thn went to beach there and ate
haah super early picnic (:
when we were eating i noticed many pppl taking photos of us...
i think its cause cm is too pretty and everyone wnats her
hahahahahahahhahaha
( i super hate my typo errors sometines it makes no sense)
oh we made nice stuff at the beach but shall post that l8r
when i have all e picstures XD
thn went to subway *eat fresh*
sry habit
and i got introduced to cookies
OMG i soooo <3 their cookies
super nice
i love double cho
haha i'm a choco addict
thn jermaine's mom sent us to kebangan MRT
cm and i was bored didn wanna go home yet
so we went to toys R us to play
haha took alot of pictures
similarly post another day
*if my sentence no make sense i blame typo error*
hmm i wish they ca invent a computer with a helmet
this helmet wahtever you think it sort of transfers to the computer
and it will auto "type" out for you
so even if you have STM like me
who tend to forget wad you wanna say after awhile
this thigny would be great
sigh how i wish someone could invent tt
oh ya thn after tt cm went to my house de nearby park
we played swing and mini flying fox ^^
yupp there is one near my house
we were both still in uni so alot of adults kept staring at us
like as if we played truancy or smthing
thn cm came my house we played poker
haha but we were so afraid my mama
would suddenly come home
cause my mama didn knwo cm came over she went out
so everytime we hear like keys we would both freak out
but all that was nothing
haha
my mother only came back like 3+ and cm left and 2
haiz~ rush so much
haha now my mum bugs me to slp early bla bla
haha
7:21 AM
Monday, August 3, 2009
3 august
well ok super long nvr post le
see i post again le
stop bugging me
haha
i wanted to but always too lazy i end up doing
wait i dun even know what am i usually doing when i use computer
start off with most recent ba
tmr is 2.4 km run at east coast park
yeah sulk all you want cuase running there rocks!!!!
i want to go pasir ris park afterwards just to play
my mother scolded me
she says tt i've been going out alot
and she's afraid i won't be able to concentrate on my studies
but if i stay home i won't be either
i'ld be playing computer or reading story books i borrowed from the library
which seriously ain't doing me good for my english
*for those tt understands good for you*
she scolds well i really am starting to think there is a zhong nan qing nv thingy here
my brother gets away scott free and me i get scolded for lil things
for some you may say its caue i'm the oldest but i beg to differ
my brother he is doing much worse thn me in his studies
ALOT WORSE
and furthermroe he has PSLE this year
i have streamin but forget tt point
my brother always asks my mother to let him go play
and it ain't just play swaveboard and stuff like tt
he goes out to play arcade
and my mother she allows
my brother even has a girlfriend and they allow
i'm really feeling the injustice here
god it hurts so bad
either i can convince my mother to let me go or i stay at home
if she does it means she does relunctantly
if i stay home
NOTE: still wasting time and not studying
furtheemore if i go out to pasir ris park to play
i'm not spending any money
well maybe except for the traveliing but
everything else its free
plus i stay away from electronices other thn my hp
haha i think i can go write an arguemmentative essay with this
ok bla bla bla
i got my new phone a sweet LG viewty
also a new plan
with unlimited sms~~
bleh now got mio tv at home which is super useless
we didn even want it
we upgraded our internet and it came free
bleh them
haha no one wanted to buy mah
and my desktop mouse was spoiled now changed
into this really cute yellow one ;3
ok let's see well nothing else interesting happened
i think my memory is failing me now
i can rmb me wanting to state another point
for my arguement above
but i can't rmb what did i want to think of
well i thought of it thn it trailed off
anyways what i've alwasy felt was tt
ok well girl A and girl B and totally diff ppl
A seems close really close to me
i feel tt too
i want to believe its so
and yet i can't
i feel insecure the things i see A do really make me wonder
yes its true
i'm happy when i'm with A really happy
and yet times i feel so sad like its a mistake having A as a friend of mine
i really wish it wasn't true
but if i recap the times i spend with A
are only times when both A and I know abt tt thing
when A's friends aren't around her
when we have something in common to talk abt
when A and I have stuff allocated to us that concerns us boht
when A has somethign to tell me abt something she just realised
or discovered, something tt she knows i know too
* my typo error is really bugging me*
and B
well i can say B is really somebody really really special to me
B i known her since last year
we've been close abt second half of year
we share our problems with each other
really help out
she has helped me alot
i really owe her one
there are times when i'm feeling really down
B will come help pull me up
she really understands she knows when to and when not to
she knows wehn to ome when i really need hlep
and when to leave me to solve it on my own
i can't, don't find any fault in her
she's the best
now i wonder at times, why?
how?
how would things have been like if my dad wasn't transferred ti Changi
we would still all be living in the west area
who would i have met
would i have great friends tt i have now?
how would i turn out to be now?
why must it be like this year after year?
why can't this cycle stop?
why must i stil endure this pain?
6:21 AM