hello :D my name is peggy. peggy loves her chocolate, cadbury rittersport ferrero roche, and her friends, peggy is absolute fan of boys over flower, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. but now you do, so good for you yeah. peggy currently studies in anglican high school and is sec 2. peggy won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.
a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 4 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?

ps my new bog add is http://blooperyme.tumblr.com
not the previous one.
LOVE YA ALL
cheer ;D



haha i moved to piggyvirus.tumblr.com !
lovin it ;D



haha i think i'm on a streak
blogged 3 days in a row!!!!
haha ok first i went to ion orchard today
and well it wasn't our usual family outing
we went there by public transport
and my dad is a noob when it comes to taking public transport
haiz~ to think a guy who drives so much has some direction sense
haha
well basically ion is just a super high class shopping centre
you there's a advertisment about some guy chasing a girl all around
then background got rock climbing thing
well they cheat you de
i walk so long also never see
haiz~
but then i ofund out that the sony alphas are having discount
i want!!!!
i wso want!!
though not eso but still i want!!!
haha it costs only 899 for ax 380
very nice XD
but cause i miss a B for chinese by one mark
i can't get it
haha nvm i shall try to psycho my dad XD
anyways i realised that the pigeons there a super fat
so many people are feeding them
hiaz~ fat pigeon
i tried to scare one away
but it didn't budge
my brother tried
and it chased my brother!!!
tsk tsk them
thn yup the talk with yeeling

at about 6++ i went to find yeeling to talk to her
well basically was for my card but
yeah well i was debating with myself whether or not to approach her the whole night
and i'm glad i did XD
cause things turned out great
i didn't want her to have a bad impression of us all when she leaves
thank you yeeling for actually giving me a chance totalk to you
toclear thigns up
i hope that through it you understand
what's going on
what's goign through
how others feel



maybe i am just immature
maybe i'm still just a kid
stupid naive

i am still affected by the fact you left
GOD it so shitty stinks ok
you mindset is all wrong
who says we don't care
we do!
i miss the le you back
i remember you once told me this :

"Peggy i was once like you,
serious, wanting to get the job done.
but then i realised i had not many friends
and to me that sucked
so when i came into secondary shcool i wanted something different
so i became happy-go-lucky
more optimistic, fool around more
and yup i have plenty of friends now
btu this isn't the real me
and i don't like it, its hard"

ok i know my words ain't completely the same
but the meaning is there
i'm sorry but seriously fo those who are close to me
or rather to eitehr you or us
they know who i'm talking about here
btu well ti don't matter my blog's dead anyway isn't it?
hardly anyone coems so what's the point
ok people do care
if they didn't how do you think they'll be reacting towards you now?

as you see above
that was what you said to me
it struck me hard k
cause at that time you made it sound
like it was bad to be me
to be serious
so that hurt me hard
see its thigns like this
what you percieve and others percieve is alwasy different
like i may go i see a flower whee~
but the flower we both see is different
i may see a hibiscus while you a rose? jasmine? i'll never know unless you say
so in life many things are like this
unless you say it out noone will ever know hwo you truely feel
you can't expect us to guess cause well guessing...
will just lead to more mistakes
and that ain't what i hope for
i want the old you back
you may be happy with who you are now
but to me you're the same old person i once knew
that child-like innocence is still in you
somewhere maybe buried deep but still there
i'll be waiting
waiting for the moment i see the you i once knew
the person whom i had laughs and jokes with
as for now i'll be ready to help
if you will accept
i really want the YOU back



it hurts k
its sucks, sucks like shit, it really does
it pains so much reading that
it pains me that you'll say things like that.
after reading your todays's i'm super sad la
crap shit man to think i cried for like what 20 m in ytd, thinking about what you said
god what do you take me for?
how stupid did you think i was!!!
things got sour, bitter, disgusting
why must life be like a friut platter?
sometimes you eat something sweet like honeydew
you enjoy it, every last bit
and thn you see something that looks sweet, juicy
but when eaten it tasts horrible
like a pineapple
it looks pretty and nice
but it stings your tongue, brings you pain
life is just a story of deception right?
about being the best.
whatever happened to just be yourself?!?!?!?!?!?
what happened to good friends, close friends, great friends?
what happened to that hard earned friendship?
i hope thigns would just go back to the way they were before
everything was well, we were happy, not perfect but nevertheless happy
contented
i've decided, i'm gonna confront this sooner or later
i've always treated you as a friend
thing about it yourself
you may say not so
you may bitch about me
but i must stil say WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?
friend if you're still out there
buried deep inside
please listen
hear my plea
i need you
you brought me in like this and now you're just gonna walk out on me????
what's this?
please come back.
if i could have one wish,anyone wish
i'ld wish for the safe return of my friend.
that'll she'll be protected
my friend is lostand i wish badly to findher
the pain stung me
deep deep within
i feel super useless
i couldn't do anything to prevent it from happening

i am super sad and angry that
you distrust me
you think that i'll go round telling everyone what you wrote
maybe i will go do just that
but NO
that's beneath me
i promised you i wouldn't
you can go ahead not believe me
but after a month or so go ask the others
they won't know a one bit about it
i'm hurt lost depressed
若要人不知，除非己莫为

i don't want to go through any more of your posts
i really don't
after one whole year
this is what i get
如果你真的痛了，就哭出来吧
哭了就会开心点
who am i kidding?



haha today concludes drama camp '09
it was a really memorable experience for me.
i shalln't go on the details of the whole process though
just a few little little things that i rmbed the most
well my group's called YAHOO~
and well things didn't start off so well
we had problems in our story
things that we didn't find to make sense
so we changed it
it was abit rush
casue we only changed it on tuesday
during camp we also had xie laoshi lesson(moju)
overll THE CAMP WAS GREAT
i loved this alot
cause i felt that my batch was close
like all playing together
eating together
like cuidan told them that we wanted to have batch breakfast on wednesday morn
they agreed
and in the morning
they came to rush us to get us up
and waited for us(girls)
i thought that was a really nice act
like they could have just waited in their bunk
until we were ready to get them
but no they just stood outside our bunk while we got ready
i thought that was sweet
we sat as a batch during some meals
i liked that feeling XD

thn on tuesday night came
the NIGHT GAMES
whoosh~
haha ok truthfully we were super impromptu
which remind me i still haven't claim back money
for the candles
oh well next time ba
haha it was successful!!!
yeah we didn't think carefully on how to clean
and in the end jeffrey came to help us clear up.
haha ok i just realise everything not in order de
like night games came before breakfast XP
haha LOL
FYI hostel food is not nice, somes ok like the EGG TOFU :3

wednesday, which is competition day
i could see that everyone was uneasy
like nervous
waiting for the competition to start
and yet at the same thing dreading it.
thn at 10.30 YAHOO~ was suppose to go down to paixi with lan laoshi
but thn aaron's grp (xiang ba lao) went in
so in the end we did ours after them
we did our tech run thn full run in the tower hall at 4
before we went for dinner we did our last few runs
the alumni's helped us to diao xi
they helped a whole lot XDDDDDD
but thn yiliang qinlin and i were still worried
or maybe its just me
yeah i think its just me
i was still stumbling on my words
eating my tai ci
i was super afriad i wouldn't make it
ok for some reason
that night i couldn't eat my dinner except for the steam egg xp

thn it came the time of the competition
everyone was scared worried
but they all did great jobs
i think the sec 1s have alot of potential
they are really good
also sec 2s ROCKED
we ROCKED SHITASS
the sec3s, the people behind it all
they heped out alot
this time they put mostly sec 1 & 2 to act
while they acted small roles or just made one appearance
thank you sec 3
when it came to results
jieling won best actress
elon got best male supporting
but noone got best actor
and i thought for sure either
yiliang or eugene was going to get it hiaz~
but all in all super enjoyable
ok the three guys were being exceptionally nice
i'm not used to it
but i'm lovin' it ;D
SEC 2s 我们bond了
but we'll still strive for more XD
jiayou sec2s we the man!!!







haha got yes yes i know need to update but first
SCHOOL'S OUT!
EXAMS ARE OVER!
I'M USING WINDOWS 7!!!

ok i'm really missing 2B'09
it has been a year filled with many memories
and for some reason
i feel especially attached to this class of mine
well i really hope that my parents WILL allow me to go for the class chalet
they said tentatively ok
usually when they say that
they back out the last minute
about half an hour before i'm about to leave the house
well it will be the last tiume i'm gonna see all the classmates together
though there have been rough times i enjoyed myself
well befor i go on to my thank yous
list of things this holiday
-> chinese homework [yawn]
->class chalet
-> cca drama camp
-> national drama camp
->cca BBQ cum chalet
yup i guess that's all
but i'm sure more homework will be coming our way

first off i really regret that i only knew many of my friends
during the second half of the year
this are the few people that i can keep for life
yes my mom is right
secondary school friends are those that you can keep for life
mainly cause their all matured le
hiaz~ shucks mom asking me log off
haiz~ next time then thank ppl ba XD